A dream come true

When it comes to business planning, be ot events, projects goals etc. One thing I was taught was to always over estimate your total time of the project as a whole.

I feel I may have taken that a little too far. Last January I was going through a really rough patch. I had discovered that my health was a lot better and all my goals and aspirations for my life may actually be something I can think of more seriously (I think ive mentioned this part ALOT on this blog so I'll skip ahead)

I decided that it would be in my best interest to set a well thought out 5 year plan. It consisted of things like, bike 500 miles for charity, finally get my full licence, buy a van, build my health rather than maintain it, get a job and build savings for a house outside of Hull.

As of this day I am very pleased to say I have already achieved 90% of that entire list.

In April I am finally able to attemp my driving test (the delays from covid have been ridiculous. It was 2020 I first booked my theory test and that alone got pushed back by them until around may june of 2021).

I hate the idea of a bucket list and setting goals like that in general. Someone told me their 5 year plan was simply to be happy. I loved that thought especially because at the time I was doing this plan I was far from it. I still had CF in the back of my mind and I wanted to set these goals as if these 5 years may be my last, and if that was the case how would I be happy at the end of it.

14 months I have gone from broken to being so close to living my dream life.

Saturday I did the biggest step in my eyes. I got a van. Her name is Vera bubbles (Vera being her name with the previous owners and Bubbles tieing in with my Finding nemo theme)

A while ago I changed my blog completely. It was originally a place to heal and write my thoughts and feelings down. I then decided not to mention a particular person on here again. I will break that rule as even though I was hurt deeply by what happened. It was with this preson I truly discovered not only my potential but to finally see what I wanted my future to look like. We had plans to travel the world in a camper, jump off cliffs, golden receivers called Honey, a sweet little house somewhere complete with reading nooks, going on adventures and walks in the beautiful countryside and so many more.

That life with them wasn't something she could do with me so she found someone that could give her that life. I really hope she has a wonderful life and can fulfil all her dreams too. As for me, im more than on my way to living the life I dreamed of and who knows our paths may cross again. Its hard to miss a big yellow van 😅

Right now Im very grateful to share this life with a wonderful woman. Shes odd, got the immune system of a that kid that had to live in a bubble, she has demons and imperfections but I see her beauty and her warmth, I see my future. I really hope she doesn't get travel sick easily 😅

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I hope you all achieve your dreams too