I'm lost

Don't worry this will be my final post about tee. Today we collected tigger. It was hard, we we're closing the chapter on that life we had. Tonight a lot has happened and im broken. Tee will never see me the same way again and we will never be together again. Until today she was still the person I wanted to marry but she had chosen to repeatedly to build a relationship with another guy. No they're not together and she is technically single and intends to stay that way but this entire time not once did she ask to even speak to me unless it was about tigger or money. She said she wanted to be with me but couldn't even ask to see me or nova but would often plan to see a guy she's known for less than 2 months. I've never felt so low. I'm going to take a break from everything for a while. I need to figure things out. I wish I would have asked her to marry me in January. Now we will never have the life we spent the last 3 years building together.

If you love someone. Please tell them. You don't know when will be your last time

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