Merry Christmas

Hay all 2 to 3 of you that actually read this. I just want to say Merry Christmas to you all.

I know this time of year can be difficult for you for various reasons, I understand. It really makes me think about how last year I was hiding behind a fake smile, it just seemed easier not to spoil everyones good times. People seem to rely on me to be this upbeat, laid back and generally goofy character so them seeing me down on one of my favourite holidays wasn't something I wanted them to go through.

This year Im spending Christmas with Tia. She never really had the typical family Christmas and spent most of them alone and away from her family. It really put things in perspective for me, I was miserable last year but I was surrounded by loved ones that loved me. I had no idea how lucky I was.

I thought covid had removed that family Christmas for many but when people like Tee never had them moments it really makes me cherish what I have.

Dont get me wrong im taking every opportunity to give her the Christmas she deserves. For advent Ive been waking up early to hide a gift around the house for her. That lady is obsessed with crystals 😅 wait until she sees my cooking skills in full Christmas dinner mode, although she loves my cooking anyway.

I wish you all the best this holiday, you too deserve a world of happiness, care and kindness. Be open to those who love you and cherish them.... even if they get annoying at times (Ruby didn't wake up til 10 last year. I want my dinner of Dads cooking!! haha)

All my love

Ryan, Tia, Eve and the kittens.

Xx

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Oh yeah, Eve had kittens